She really is the prettiest girl I ever have seen, eyes like
sparkly stars over the night sky, pointed portable nose and her lips...
Well.... The only remark she would leave any guy with is 'wow'. predictably she
is the 'let me know you first before I
open legs type', we technically have dated for 3
months and counting yet no sex, the closest we have had to sex was last night, For the record
though I don't like condoms, I could swear I just gave her the best BJ she had ever
received it was written all over her
face , it usually left random girls completely
helpless and gullible, to my surprise she held my perfectly erect d*** and said 'no', I
looked at her motionless, wasn’t sure what I felt like doing, I silently
reached for my clothes without saying a word and began putting them on one
after the other , I took another look at her before completely putting my
boxers up, the way she looked at me, as if to scream ' I want it! Don’t give up
on me' but yet again I knew better, it had been three months and that
definitely wasn't the issue, then what was? And I’m pretty sure what I got down
there was any girls dream come true.
I made to leave the door when she held my arm 'please don't
go' she said. In all my years of being a player I haven’t met anyone quite like
her so fine, innocent, she definitely was my ideal woman, for her sake I had decided
to stop being a player, and indeed I had stopped, I looked into her eyes
and all the anger flushed, she was
crying I wasn't sure why and then she said she needed to tell me something, I
was all ears I knew there was definitely something and I wanted to hear it more
than anything, she indeed did mean everything to me. After moments of sobs in
what seemed like forever she began talking, and then I found myself breathing
really hard and fast and my heartbeat followed suit like thunder and lightning
bolt, I didn't believe all I was hearing, I just stared as tears welled up in
my eyes, wasn't quite sure why, her sobs or the story or my carelessness.
She said she was HIV positive, 'when were u going to tell
me' I finally gathered Forte to ask 'I
didn't know how to' she said, and then my mind went back to earlier events, I
was at the verge of giving her a penetration(unprotected) and as easy and
enjoyable as that was, it would have been the beginning of something that would indeed affect my life and generation, a
mistake that cannot be undone, all that was needed was ONE action, ACTION is actually all that is needed
in life. You can either take an action to be careful or an action to be
careless. It is entirely up to you. . it is only now I understand what they mean by E NO
DEY SHOW FOR FACE ; it really doesn't, even you might have it and wouldn't
know, talk more of knowing if another does. A word is enough for the wise, this
is more than one word so it should be
more than enough.
Meanwhile I and my girlfriend are better and stronger than
ever, I'm always here for her, and yes we do all the naughty things, at least
till my doc says otherwise I'm just careful. Living with HIV is not
death, you made a mistake, don't spread that MISTAKE. Be open to your partners.
And treat people who have it with love
